Thursday, June 18, 2009

Baby Daddy's

Whats going on with the men in this world these days? From having multiple kids, to not taking care of em, to multiple baby momma's. I'm a PROUD full time single mom, no child support, no visitation...NOTHING! Hell, I feel that I don't have to ask you to take care of YOUR seed, you laid in the bed, now make it up!! My son is my WORLD. And when I say I have a GOOD little boy, I have a GOOD LITTLE BOY! He's sooo respectful. And I have every intention to raise him to treat ALL woman with the up most respect. Father's Day is coming up, and I feel so bad sometimes because my son doesn't have his biological father here to celebrate it with him. Thank God for my dad, who has taken the roll of being the father in my son's life. My son is not a Holiday charm, and no kid should be. Sending gifts for their birthday, Easter, Christmas, and all other holiday's don't make you a FATHER! I give kudos to all the single baby momma's that can make it on their own without standing in front of a judge crying about what he needs to pay. And give even MORE kudos to the men that MAN UP and take care of their kids...without having the "system" make you. And for the men/woman out there, that DON'T take care of their kids...SHAME ON YOU, I bet you'll claim em if they make it to the NFL, or NBA, or WNBA or make SOMETHING out of their if you was there to get em where they are. If you have kids, and you and the mother/father aren't getting a long...STOP IT! Grow up and realize that you have a CHILD that is watching EVERYTHING you do...and believe it or not, they WILL pick up your bad habits!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Christians Gossip?? WHERE THEY DO THAT AT???

I was saved in Sept 2008, when I got saved it was the BEST feeling in the WORLD! But of course, the devil tries to attack, and I allowed him to win, by going back and doing all the bad things I did before I got saved. I needed a good dose of "self control" I'm a VERY family oriented person. I love my family like crazy, and thank God for each and every one of them. But no family is perfect, and no one is perfect. It's the life we live. I just don't see why there is a reason for one person to talk about/down one, when their life isn't in order...and even if it was in order...WHY GOSSIP??? We ALL have trails in our life, and some are bigger then others. Some may hit someone all at once, while some may hit someone here and there, or every once in a while. I know one thing, when the devil is after/attacking you, thats a good thing believe it or not, because that means you're doing something RIGHT. When the devil isn't after you, thats when you should be worried...back to this whole gossip thing...CHRISTIANS SHOULDN'T GOSSIP...THEN END!

What's next...

You have no idea how long I've been waiting.
The minute I laid my eyes on you, I felt something special.
Your smile
Your eyes
That swag that you carried as you walked into the house.
But now...I see different
I see beyond those eyes
And beyond that smile
In the beginning it was an attraction thing
Now I see much more
I want to take another step closer
But you're afraid
What are you afraid of?
What one will think?
What one will say?
You should be afraid of
Me walking away
I won't stand here for long
And wait for you to make up your mind
My time is valuable
And I want you as mine